Arthur Miller and Marilyn Monroe photographed by Sam Shaw in NYC in 1957

Words cannot explain how alone, lost, hurt, and confused I am. Just kill me now. I hate my life.

Dear Ngafla….

“I hope one day you find happiness. I hope that all that you go through will come to pass. I hope one day, you will learn for whatever lesson you have to learn. I hope you move forward in life. I know on the outside you are pleased but inside you are dying both emotionally and mentally. I hope one day you are happy, and that you don’t have to act like someone you are not to be happy. Even though you are going through the worst time, I hope you are strong and come out stronger and better than you were before. I know you don’t understand what’s going on and you are lost, but you will get better. Please be happy again, please smile again, please love again. I know you have a lot of regrets as well as many rough phases, put please be happy again. I miss your smile, your heart, your mind, and tenderness. I hope one day you find what you yearn for.”

—— Ngafla

It really does suck having no friends….

I hate my life atm. I really want to call someone and tell them everything that’s happening. I can’t take it anymore….

I hate this school with a passion. I hate my life right now. This is soo annoying. I hate everyone in this room and in this school. Omg, I need to get away from this place…

I cant do this anymore.

someoneelikeeyouu:

there’s only so many times someone can get shot down and manage to get back up again.